Didn't have steamboat or buffet today but Subway tuna filled my tummy up till the brim. My feelings are just scattered everywhere, wish I could just let time stand still right now and digest this, leave the rest for later. I think life has alot to offer to me... This holiday has been rich. Did pretty much alot of soul searching, spent many nights lying on the bed wondering what led to my current state, started sleeping with incense, packed up my room twice or thrice threw out old stuff, got a box and I packed the last bits of J inside, started a new A3 sketchpad, wrote two new recipes, started sewing again, fixed my dvd player, developed my 5 canisters of film, getting rid of my fear of cats, focusing on sports photography, got back on track w one of my closest old friends, started reading, watched nonstop CHUCK, HOUSE, TERMINATOR (love my english dramas), went on nonstop eating spree with 2 buffets and 2 steamboats in 2 weeks, stopped my habit of wearing way-too-over-sized shirts, decided to see a doctor for my knee (need to book app crap), self-diagnosed healed of my old problem, re-visted the field where the bleachers used to be at...

Life's been okay. Pretty happy.

These were my resolutions for 09:
1. I will exercise and go below the fat number fifty.
2. Go home after school and not out to malls etc. to loiter.
3. I will try my best to study outofschooltimetable at least two days a week.
4. Try to go out less and in turn save more money.
5. Cure my badly bruised and bleeding chapped lips.
6. Cut down on online shopping since shipping from US is so expensive.
7. F O C U S on school.
8. Go home after school and not out.
9. Not get drunk till End of O-levels (this doesn't mean i'm full on sobriety.)

ONLY ONE FULFILLED LOL GUESS WHICH HAHAHAHA!
k feeling soggy just ate panadols, off to sleep at an hour earlier than 6